a lady..

Ask me anything   with insecure. love-hungry. emotionally-charged thoughts, hopes, & dreams.

beardedandblack:

Michael Ealy

i don’t fuck w/him ever since For Colored Girls.. :(

LMBO..nah, but for real.

beardedandblack:

Michael Ealy

i don’t fuck w/him ever since For Colored Girls.. :(

LMBO..nah, but for real.

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— 1 day ago with 112 notes

i used to do this with black olives.

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— 1 day ago with 2505 notes
"i dont even like watermelon"
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i’ve figured out that..

figuring out my life is so much harder than expected. it’s probably because i’m so indecisive and have developed a serious commitment issue within the past few years. i just can’t imagine doing the same thing for the rest of my life. i’m going to  be 25yrs old this year, and to do the same thing for the next like.. idk, (lord-permitting) 50yrs? naaaah.

i have two obsessions passions.. art & fitness. i’ve also come to kinda love the world of recruiting (i’m currently a creative recruiter in the city, which means i search for interactive/graphic artists day in & out..). how the HELL do I make all those things work? maybe it’s just because I work in the city, but.. i find it extremely difficult to fit ALL three things into my day-to-day schedule. my work days are 12hrs long - not a joke. i work out for at least 2hrs - also, not a joke. i don’t have enough hours for art.. or maybe I do, and I’m just too spent to be proactive in that area of life..? idk.

i’ve been out of school for a year & a half. i had every intention of being in graduate school by now. life happens.. i’m still not in school. i’m trying to make it a goal to be a grad student by Sept. 2013.. but i honestly have NO idea what to study, and that’s because I want to make sure I can apply it to my life. I want to set myself up to work in a field for at LEAST 5-7yrs after i graduate (see: paragraph one, can’t commit to ‘the rest of my life’)

..i’ve also realized that I can in NO way put this dream on hold any longer in the interest of someone* else. i’m working on my “you’re either with me or watching me on my way to the top” attitude. i’ve been selfless for too long, and although i’d never want to lose that characteristic about myself.. i do need to keep it in check & pocket it when it needs to chill out.

— 1 day ago with 2 notes

dear me,

crying will not make you lose weight. 

love,

me.

— 2 weeks ago with 3 notes
happy easter bunday <3

happy easter bunday <3

— 1 month ago with 5 notes

i signed up for my first official 5k race today.. and also decided to do a baby-triathlon for my 25th birthday. :)

— 2 months ago with 1 note